It's so ironic (and frustrating) that within a week of posting the entry about perspective, I'm feeling quite the opposite. I haven't been so negative, frustrated and angry in a really long time. There is no specific reason for it, just that I have too much on my plate and keep adding more.
Why do I do this to myself? Because there are endless things to be interested in in this world...but limited time to experience them. When is there time to dance, run, study, work, communicate, love and laugh in the same life? I'm lacking the communication and time for love and laughter right now...and it's wearing on me.
One of my favorite things is spending unconstrained and stress-less time with the friends and family that I love. Right now I have NO TIME! The allotted time with my loved ones has strict boundaries on it and that is one of my LEAST favorite things. It's important to devote time to the relationships that you care about, and to allow that time to be free and giving...now those times are filled with thinking about the other things on my plate and I have nothing to give.
Like a good diet, in life balance is essential, and it is lacking in a major way.
I feel like I've gone to Zoopas and am only eating pasta. Buttery, fattening pasta...when there are rows and rows of other amazing foods to be had...but I'm just concentrating on the pasta right now...which is good at first...but after the 4th plate it gets a little tiring.
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